William F Buckley’s passing has had a profound effect on me the past few days.
Mom tells me that her Mom, my grandma, Helen was a big fan of Buckley. I’ve read and heard enough of Buckley to know that the fact she was a fan is not sufficient for me to make any conclusions about her politics. However, knowing this does make me extraordinarily proud. More than anything else, Buckley was a proud, intelligent, respectful, fun-loving person. It was these attributes that touched millions of Americans. And it is his character, the character to stand for the importance of ideas, that will inspire my generation of Americans.
Just about everybody that I’ve allowed to know me well has commented to me directly that I am overly soft-spoken. Knowing that, readers of this post may say ‘of course you find Buckley appealing - he’s the public figure / the confidence that you wish you were.’ Allow me one paragraph to refute this seemingly legitimate paradox.
I point to what I view to be a character strength - a conservative communication style - which less competent individuals see as weakness. I recognize that I determine the worth of my relationships. I control all of them to the greatest extent that I am able. To express myself bluntly, as I attempt on this blog and as Buckley has in millions of famous snippets, is to risk devaluing the sincerity of a human connection. I have learned what miniscule amount of social psychology, a discipline on which I am ill-informed to comment on, from the brilliant Erich Fromm as well as from famous economists of the 19th, 20th and 21st centuries. I think it’s safe to conclude from their work that the free individual determines one’s own reality by the company that one keeps and the pursuits to which one dedicates their life.
The only consistent motivating factor in my life has been the opportunity to engage with intellectuals. I have been blessed to receive a liberal arts education, an experience that has created opportunities that align with this ambition. And I have been blessed that everything important in my life - social and professional - has been framed by a childhood experience that supported my pursuing opportunities that aligned with my incentives - an experience that instilled self-responsibility for determining my own moral order.
This is the reason that I have such immense respect for public figures like Buckley and Hitchens, Vidal and Chomsky. Polemicist, agitators, and grandstander’s perhaps; more importantly, they are intellectuals that articulate an educated world-view in a highly self-confident manner. William F Buckley will continue to resonate with me, manifestly in the challenges that I face in all of life’s arenas. He will resonate as well with millions of other Americans that seek an honest intelligent voice for justice.
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